I knew it all along
Hey my head is thinking and I see things I newer could before. On a buss, driving from Montana to Minneapolis looking out the window on a beautiful landscape with cows and green nature you have time and suddenly things comes up clear in your head, things you didn't even know you had in your head. But I see it now, I see it clearly. You became so cold one day and I never knew why and didn't really see when but I know now. It just came to me, after you lost him you lost a bit of your heart. The loving and kind part, I understand why, you shut of your feelings just like anyone else should have done, but you became cold, so cold to your nearest, to me. You know what, you became almost mean and you shut me of, and that destroyed me and it still does, 'cause I can't understand why just so particularly cold to me. Because I never figured that part out, and it hurts.