Ah I NEVER get a cold and I’m almost never sick but of course when I absolutely can't be sick, I am. On Thursday I go down to Gustavsberg to dive, I have the first certificate but now I'll get one for the night dive and wreck dive and it will be so much fun. But if I still have this cold, it will be a hell with the pressure equalization.
So I hope I’ll be good by then, that’s why I’m home today but I hate being on my own so I’m bored. But the good thing is when I’m at Gustavsberg I’ll get my camera back so I can load up some new pictures. And I really should pack for the trip, but I’m too tired to get up but all too awake to go to sleep.
And btw have you ever tried to sing when you are having a cold it sounds funny and sometimes really cool, I can assure you.
I'm home having a col...
I'm so full of feelings but have no good words...
Feeling so lost but still so aware of everything.
Don't know where I want to go but I want to go a long where from here, where I'm standing right now is like the place I want to be but the wrong situation.
I've been moving my whole life from bad to better which in the end turns out to be worse.
I've went throw fights with my father, once it were you and me against everyone but something happened.
When I moved I felt so relieved but now this is breaking me down in another more physical way.
Friends who let you down and things you never thought should happen to you but they did happen.
It scares me how things turns out to be, and it twirls my world around when I can´t see the reason why people do such freaked stuff to another person, it scares the hell out of me.
And when you hear about loved ones which life are falling apart and don´t know how to help.
And on top of everything I miss my baby sister, just you being around every day, you are too far away, come visit me soon again.
love <3Don't know where I want to go but I want to go a long where from here, where I'm standing right now is like the place I want to be but the wrong situation.
I've been moving my whole life from bad to better which in the end turns out to be worse.
I've went throw fights with my father, once it were you and me against everyone but something happened.
When I moved I felt so relieved but now this is breaking me down in another more physical way.
Friends who let you down and things you never thought should happen to you but they did happen.
It scares me how things turns out to be, and it twirls my world around when I can´t see the reason why people do such freaked stuff to another person, it scares the hell out of me.
And when you hear about loved ones which life are falling apart and don´t know how to help.
And on top of everything I miss my baby sister, just you being around every day, you are too far away, come visit me soon again.